training camp

actually, i dont know if i was dreading training camp. but it turned out to be really worthwhile and. admittedly, fun. despite all the energy being sucked out of us 24/7. thumbs up for captain ding. the best we could ever ask for. love you baby! and im very proud of all of you okay. j2s and j1s. can see the effort. but push on some more okay. its still not enough to match up to national schools standard. okay, now for some public apologies. im sorry i havent been performing up to my own set standard. especially the last training. i was really being gross, i feel like slapping myself. its a team effort so please forgive me! :( and im sorry for being moody towards the end and maybe even throughout the whole of camp. and im sorry if i scolded you or showed black face to you or anything okay. omg. this is MY blog. hahah. i must stop blogging like im talking to people.

what do the little birds know.
i want to be different, better.
im supposed to be, i have to be.
but its hard to not hate yourself when youre me.