nationals

today was such a long day. i was really feeling sleepy for the last 15 minutes or so. anyway. congrats to algae, wensheng, bryan and yihan! you guys really did great. now its our turn. get ready girls. we want to win this right?
after-competition outing was rather boring. other than the few times that i did laugh. i had a few fits of laughter today. which is good. i like to laugh. things are rarely funny to me. except maybe rachel (haha.) see! laughing already.
found out that i guess im just not used to being around some judokas. its nothing bad, just completely personal. thats a nice way of putting it. and a lot of my friends are turning out different, changed. so not what i thought they were. and maybe i shouldnt voice my emotions out to them. normally it makes things better. recently it just seems to make things more wrong. or maybe i just require too much more than i deserve. at least the girls will always have each other right. (: i love them.

meiding is crazy. i swear.